OK. If I was being seen by a psychiatrist right now, they would say: that’s it. That’s it. It is completely normal to go through phases. In my case it was: first- denial. Then denial. Then another denial. And some more denial. Then hurt feelings. Then fear. Then anger. Huge anger and loads of it. Then more fear. Then loads of tears. Some more anger. Some more fear. Hatred. Ignorance. Whateverness. Recalling past. And some others. Now, that’s it. Now the normality came. My treatment has been accomplished. I have loads of positive energy in me and a big smile on my face. And this time, it’s for real!
I have seen a great movie! Maria Magenti’s “Puccini for Beginners”. It’s about every single one of us. In a way. Well, if you keep reading this blog, than it is about you too :) Love is funny when you look at all these “huge” problems from outside. Of course, they are huge. But sometimes it’s worth to sit down in front of the mirror and just say: “you silly moo. And what
are you worried about?!"
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