It is quite difficult to understand that one minute you can simply be, eat your dinner, sing your songs and then - before you manage to say: "My name is Rumpelstizchen.", you are gone. And what are we suppose to do?, I'm asking. There's no certainty, no other ways out either. Well, when you think about it all, about being and disappearing - what are the first thoughts that come to your mind?
Mine are very cliche... Friendships (been and gone), love (is there...?), and what will remain... And somewhere, in the back of my head, there's this little annoying birdy singing - immortality... One wise man used to sing: "Who wants to live forever?" And then he was gone.
Yes, sure, you can live forever - faith in God comes in handy here. But what if you don't believe in God? Are people who do going to end up in Heaven/Hell? And these who don't will finish their life simply when they stop being alive? Who the fuck is right? I love "Master and Margarita"'s version of afterlife -you get what you'd believed you would! Well, I don't reckon it's good for me, personally, but the idea is at least fair, don't you think?
Anyway, what we don't know - we don't know. And this one thing we are not able to find out here and now. So we are left with our lives. I'm not complaining. Complaining is a waste of time. Lets cherish it, lets make the world around us better (I am very cliche today altogether), lets fuck the wars, lets never take part in them, lets look after those who are weaker, lets not kill our teachers - animals - lets live and let live. Is it so difficult??? I look around and I find the answer. Unfortunately.
If we just concentrate on having fun, on positive emotions, on the spirals - trust me, nothing's gonna get worse.
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