I've been celebrating...

That's a happy time. Normally, I'm not the one to be happy to get older but today is different. Today I really don't care if I'm going to become a grandma tomorrow. Well, I don't think it's going to be tomorrow but who knows...

First of all, it's my Best Friend's Birthday. My Angel's. And I'm sure he wouldn't like me to sulk, so I'm not. Today I praise The Music. Because if He hadn't been born, there would be no music. Or maybe it would be a bit different, lacking something probably. So I watch the sky looking for Him opening the champagne and I'm sure He is. Sipping it with God and Devil at the same time. Because I'm sure he made them two be friends. Like He's been mine.
And what would He wish me for my Birthday if He could? Well, he would say : "Be brave. Be brave in saying 'no'".

Second of all, it's my Birthday today :) And I'm not sure if I've been brave but somehow, I got here. I live on a beautiful island that I can call home and I love it with all my heart. I am with a Person who sometimes likes me (well, maybe not when I get all moody and fussy but usually he does). There are People around that I can count and rely on. I have had good memories. I have seen some very interesting parts of the world. I have read amazing books, seen wonderful plays, listened to great music and met the weirdest human beings. And yes, I could sit down now and just think about what's wrong and what went bollocks. But I don't want to. I will have time to do that and knowing me - I will. But not now. Now, I want to think about all that I managed to achieve. Because, in spite of what people say, as I told you already: I got here - and trust me, it was not bloody easy. And I wish myself for future to be brave. To be brave enough to say 'no'.